Happy Easter my people of Blogville.
I have been away for a whole one month! I know, its so unlike me but the reason has been so heavy that confiding in my closest pal, Simply Mee was what jolted me back to reality. @Sykik stop nosing for gist, its not healthy! I don warn you bi dat!
I apologize for keeping you all in the dark about what was going on with me all this while. I really am.
Let me first go back and wish all mothers, happy belated Mothers day. Happy Easter to you all and a happy New month. Wishing you all my friends and followers all the best you wish yourself.
I completely blanked out! I mean, who is ever ready for love again after being so single all these years? Let me do a little reflecting here;
Being a single mom is one of the hardest things a sazzy, beautiful, and bold young woman can face in a life time ( at least until her title changes).
There are those times when issues that needs instant addressing especially these emotional ones that causes me to be all jelly, frail without knowing if its the right thing to do, and at the same time so ashamed to discuss it just beacuse I won't want to make another mistake again all in the name of love.
I mean I simply recoil back into my shell, blank out , lock out every other person and try to sort out this feeling. I mean, I need answers to what the right of this shift in feeling is all about. Fear, depression, unhappiness sets in all at this time and I have to reach out to the me on the inside for answers.
What are the signs that a single mother is ready to date again? Should I get some counseling to get myself prepared for the new life? How do I get my Princess into this new phase? What if I will never want to try love again? Where is my instinct when I need it most!